date: -- 4/15/25 --
mood:nervous
song: " LIFE IN THE THIRTIES " 1930s DOCUMENTARY FILM PART 2 PRESIDENT ROOSEVELT SECOND TERM
Sometimes I can't believe it. Well, I can! The second I open my eyes I seem to absorb this stuff. Personally I am overcome by the urge to make people less extreme and in that way I become extreme myself. I am extremely scared at the rate of speed people store what is "true". Not even 'in a question everything' way or in a 'do your research' way. Just 100% accepting truth in .2 seconds, storing it and even worse... SHARING IT! Worst part being the context of which we are believing to be true. It's never about something silly like "The ocean is turning PINK!". Mostly and almost always it's something segregative and polarizing. I've even seen AI content using ragebait to incite tensions between cultures, races, sexes, ages, EVERYTHING! It's crazy to think a simple 30 second video online could spark a world war or breed violent hate crimes or just change society. Sadly, I see this power used constantly in a selfish, narcissistic, dangerous, dividing, poorly researched and articulated way. Almost like, we should believe the professionals but, what does that even mean anymore. When we live in a double-edged sword society, what is right and wrong? Well, seems like people know for sure and they won't ever think to bend on it.
date: -- 03/30/25 --
mood: cooked/beyond
song: Anthony Bourdain Parts Unknown Marathon
Yoooooo Bet you didn't think I'd be here well I am. I am so bored of the internet lately. UGH! I also any just tired of the internet SHOWING ME things instead of me finding things I like. I get thisbullshit handed to me on a plate! LAME! I need to seek the truth! I just finsihed re doing the smile.rip site but, tbh I already wanna change it up! I have been suffering but; to live is to suffer. Though I am alone in my mental. You understand life is a punch to the gut no matter what. Well thats about it I just wanted to come through and say Hi! and that I am always on the looking around. Gonna be dropping some CD's very very soon! Byeeee!
date: -- 09/20/24 --
mood: agitated
song: Princess Loko & Tommy Wright III - Street Shit (Osc Kins Edit) RIP LOKO - Osc Kins
WASSUP BITCHES! I'm back for you to tweak out on! Yall, I get it the gangstalkers can't get enough of the girl wowowowow. I was reading my old entries and I was like damn always whining about some shit. So boring! NOT LIKE i GOT MUCH MORE TO SAY NOW but, guess what? CHICKEN BUTT! lmao damn, I got yo ass. My b-day is in 4 days but, I literally don't know what I am gonna do. I am gonna wing it. Chicken wing it! LOL! Nah maybe, I'll go to Vegas or something! Then wtf if someone sex traffics me and I go die... hellllll nah. You scared me! Well, I don't wanna get too personal on here honestly, I'll just fuckin' go on rants but, I don't have a rant right now because, I was just fuckin' around with the website! Anyways, anyone got some good meth recipes?
mood:nervous
song: " LIFE IN THE THIRTIES " 1930s DOCUMENTARY FILM PART 2 PRESIDENT ROOSEVELT SECOND TERM
Sometimes I can't believe it. Well, I can! The second I open my eyes I seem to absorb this stuff. Personally I am overcome by the urge to make people less extreme and in that way I become extreme myself. I am extremely scared at the rate of speed people store what is "true". Not even 'in a question everything' way or in a 'do your research' way. Just 100% accepting truth in .2 seconds, storing it and even worse... SHARING IT! Worst part being the context of which we are believing to be true. It's never about something silly like "The ocean is turning PINK!". Mostly and almost always it's something segregative and polarizing. I've even seen AI content using ragebait to incite tensions between cultures, races, sexes, ages, EVERYTHING! It's crazy to think a simple 30 second video online could spark a world war or breed violent hate crimes or just change society. Sadly, I see this power used constantly in a selfish, narcissistic, dangerous, dividing, poorly researched and articulated way. Almost like, we should believe the professionals but, what does that even mean anymore. When we live in a double-edged sword society, what is right and wrong? Well, seems like people know for sure and they won't ever think to bend on it.
date: -- 03/30/25 --
mood: cooked/beyond
song: Anthony Bourdain Parts Unknown Marathon
Yoooooo Bet you didn't think I'd be here well I am. I am so bored of the internet lately. UGH! I also any just tired of the internet SHOWING ME things instead of me finding things I like. I get thisbullshit handed to me on a plate! LAME! I need to seek the truth! I just finsihed re doing the smile.rip site but, tbh I already wanna change it up! I have been suffering but; to live is to suffer. Though I am alone in my mental. You understand life is a punch to the gut no matter what. Well thats about it I just wanted to come through and say Hi! and that I am always on the looking around. Gonna be dropping some CD's very very soon! Byeeee!
mood: agitated
song: Princess Loko & Tommy Wright III - Street Shit (Osc Kins Edit) RIP LOKO - Osc Kins
WASSUP BITCHES! I'm back for you to tweak out on! Yall, I get it the gangstalkers can't get enough of the girl wowowowow. I was reading my old entries and I was like damn always whining about some shit. So boring! NOT LIKE i GOT MUCH MORE TO SAY NOW but, guess what? CHICKEN BUTT! lmao damn, I got yo ass. My b-day is in 4 days but, I literally don't know what I am gonna do. I am gonna wing it. Chicken wing it! LOL! Nah maybe, I'll go to Vegas or something! Then wtf if someone sex traffics me and I go die... hellllll nah. You scared me! Well, I don't wanna get too personal on here honestly, I'll just fuckin' go on rants but, I don't have a rant right now because, I was just fuckin' around with the website! Anyways, anyone got some good meth recipes?